Someday in 1991 I read about Marianne Williamson's e book "A Return To Love", which I bought and read, but I also needed to read "A Course In Miracles" (ACIM) as opposed to just read regarding the book. What impresses me about ACIM is the loving God expressed in it https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTleG6-484F7WHZD0hAjRRw