उत्तरपथ में आप बठी, हाथ सिद्ध वाचा ऋद्धि-सिद्धि । धनधान्य देहि-देहि कुरु-कुरु स्वाहा ।। So you need to recite the mantra by reciting your would like or owning your would like in your mind, then forget about the outcomes. Your consistency is The one thing that should provide you effects. https://ledbookmark.com/story5334791/beej-mantra-an-overview